Sunday, February 29, 2004
Date: Literally 2/29 but it's still just the rest of the night from 2/28
Time: 1:13 AM
Temp: 43°, feels like 37°
Eyes: Instant messages
Ears: Clicking of the keys
Heart: So confused
Mind: Churning
Immediate Quote: (Again, in my mind) We deserve each other, me and Boq.
Okay, I had such a fun day and I pretty weird night. The Unicat show was SO much fun. It makes such a difference to have an excited crowd and even though I love the band, it's a little hard to get into it when you're one of like 5 people there like at Ninth Street. Plus I freakin LOVE hearing Kristen's screams after EVERY song! I LOVE THAT! And I just love getting to see Janette all the time cuz of the shows.
So there is a lot of stuff I want to write but I can't because it's all way secret. But it really has a lot of things going through my brain now. I feel like I'm overanalyzing a LOT of stuff and seeing things in the wrong ways. Or looking back on things and thinking "Yeah, now that you say that, I totally see it." It's so weird to either think you know something or to think you found something out and not be quite sure. AH! I wish I could just talk about stuff. Oh well. If you're meant to know about all this or you already know what I mean, those are my vague feelings on those topics.
Anyways! That was all far too cryptic and weird. I will now talk about, ummmm, well I can't really get my mind to wander anywhere else cuz nothing seems as interesting to me. I still haven't found a job. I didn't wantch those movies. I love my friends and they mean everything to me. I just love every second I spend with them. The End.
Jeff °o°
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Time: 1:13 AM
Temp: 43°, feels like 37°
Eyes: Instant messages
Ears: Clicking of the keys
Heart: So confused
Mind: Churning
Immediate Quote: (Again, in my mind) We deserve each other, me and Boq.
Okay, I had such a fun day and I pretty weird night. The Unicat show was SO much fun. It makes such a difference to have an excited crowd and even though I love the band, it's a little hard to get into it when you're one of like 5 people there like at Ninth Street. Plus I freakin LOVE hearing Kristen's screams after EVERY song! I LOVE THAT! And I just love getting to see Janette all the time cuz of the shows.
So there is a lot of stuff I want to write but I can't because it's all way secret. But it really has a lot of things going through my brain now. I feel like I'm overanalyzing a LOT of stuff and seeing things in the wrong ways. Or looking back on things and thinking "Yeah, now that you say that, I totally see it." It's so weird to either think you know something or to think you found something out and not be quite sure. AH! I wish I could just talk about stuff. Oh well. If you're meant to know about all this or you already know what I mean, those are my vague feelings on those topics.
Anyways! That was all far too cryptic and weird. I will now talk about, ummmm, well I can't really get my mind to wander anywhere else cuz nothing seems as interesting to me. I still haven't found a job. I didn't wantch those movies. I love my friends and they mean everything to me. I just love every second I spend with them. The End.
Jeff °o°
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Saturday, February 28, 2004
Date: 2/28 I guess
Time: 3:02 AM
Eyes: Jed's message window
Ears: Silence
Heart: Relaxed
Mind: Gotta get a job
Immediate Quote: (in my mind) A celebration throughout Oz, just to do with meeeeee-eee-eeeeeeeeeeeeee
I'm writing. Again. I'm like Corey or someone who writes in their blog a lot. Corey, I like saying your name on here because I know you'll read it and maybe it will make you feel famous. I'm so happy that you sent me that e-mail exclusively. For having a lot of things not going very well in my life, and being awake in the middle of the night when I said I'd go to bed early, I'm pretty happy, and even in a good mood. I have had such a good time talking to Jed tonight and I'm truly glad we're friends.
Roni is at school again this weekend. I'm never satisfied. There have been times when she comes home on the weekend and I just want to be alone (which she's good at and understands and lets me) and then there's weekends where she stays at school and I just wish I could hang out with her. I think I'm just whiny.
Tomorrow is another Unicat show at Marseilles Elementary. I hate the school but I'll go cuz I love those guys. And after the show, me and K-Dog are getting together to officially design the set even though we're not entirely sure how tall it can be because we forgot to measure how high the stage is. Well, we can always change that before we build it. I had a dream that Mike Duback was messing with the light panel even though we told him the white borders were broken and the sparks started a fire but Molly Quinn put it out. I'm just saying, neither of them are even trying out for this play. And I think Mike is smart enough to leave the sparking panel alone. Cousin is officially directing the pit. I think Ryan F is still doing stage managing. Houk is actually gonna be a part of the show this summer because we actually love him unlike Jay and Greg. I will stop talking about the play for tonight,
Tomorrow I have to apply everywhere. I want to have a job by the time I go back to school on Sunday night. I kinda want to work at Movie Gallery but I have a $20 fine there and I don't think they'd hire me because of it. How about WalMart? Or anything? But I have to let them know that until May 13th I can only work on the weekends and once summer starts, I have a play schedule with really weird times. Which has been officially approved by Central School (at least tech and dress weeks have). So I have to deal with that. I think most rehearsals are in the mornings. Music rehearsals are in the evenings. And I'm talking about the play again.
I am excited to go back to Disney World. I have a character audition for the College Program on March 9th. But I don't think my grades are good enough for me to get in next semester so if I don't, I'm just gonna move down there and call casting and have them assign me to whatever role they have open, hopefully something in attractions. Maybe even Ad/Lib attractions, not that anyone even knows what that is. I asked Claff about the Images apartments in Kissimmee and he said indeed they are only $99/month for 1 bed, 1 bath but it's a really ghetto area where all the dirty fags live. And the apt complex is pretty run down.
Having taken a moment between thoughts, I noticed the silence which meant that my typing was loud clicking. And as I type this, I do notice for sure that it is loud. And I should be in bed. Since I have to go to the bank before noon tomorrow. (I refuse to call it today.) Then the Unicat show, then set design, then Lord only knows. Maybe I'll go back to school. But probably I'll hang out with Eric and Joe. And watch Lost in Translation and Capturing the Friedmans, both of which I will no doubt have something to blog about afterwards. I look forward to having a lot to say tomorrow night. It's 31°. I decided that from now on, at the beginning of my entries, along with all that other crap up there, I'm even gonna put the temperature. Look forward to that next time. I'm off to Never-Neverland.
Jeff °o°
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Time: 3:02 AM
Eyes: Jed's message window
Ears: Silence
Heart: Relaxed
Mind: Gotta get a job
Immediate Quote: (in my mind) A celebration throughout Oz, just to do with meeeeee-eee-eeeeeeeeeeeeee
I'm writing. Again. I'm like Corey or someone who writes in their blog a lot. Corey, I like saying your name on here because I know you'll read it and maybe it will make you feel famous. I'm so happy that you sent me that e-mail exclusively. For having a lot of things not going very well in my life, and being awake in the middle of the night when I said I'd go to bed early, I'm pretty happy, and even in a good mood. I have had such a good time talking to Jed tonight and I'm truly glad we're friends.
Roni is at school again this weekend. I'm never satisfied. There have been times when she comes home on the weekend and I just want to be alone (which she's good at and understands and lets me) and then there's weekends where she stays at school and I just wish I could hang out with her. I think I'm just whiny.
Tomorrow is another Unicat show at Marseilles Elementary. I hate the school but I'll go cuz I love those guys. And after the show, me and K-Dog are getting together to officially design the set even though we're not entirely sure how tall it can be because we forgot to measure how high the stage is. Well, we can always change that before we build it. I had a dream that Mike Duback was messing with the light panel even though we told him the white borders were broken and the sparks started a fire but Molly Quinn put it out. I'm just saying, neither of them are even trying out for this play. And I think Mike is smart enough to leave the sparking panel alone. Cousin is officially directing the pit. I think Ryan F is still doing stage managing. Houk is actually gonna be a part of the show this summer because we actually love him unlike Jay and Greg. I will stop talking about the play for tonight,
Tomorrow I have to apply everywhere. I want to have a job by the time I go back to school on Sunday night. I kinda want to work at Movie Gallery but I have a $20 fine there and I don't think they'd hire me because of it. How about WalMart? Or anything? But I have to let them know that until May 13th I can only work on the weekends and once summer starts, I have a play schedule with really weird times. Which has been officially approved by Central School (at least tech and dress weeks have). So I have to deal with that. I think most rehearsals are in the mornings. Music rehearsals are in the evenings. And I'm talking about the play again.
I am excited to go back to Disney World. I have a character audition for the College Program on March 9th. But I don't think my grades are good enough for me to get in next semester so if I don't, I'm just gonna move down there and call casting and have them assign me to whatever role they have open, hopefully something in attractions. Maybe even Ad/Lib attractions, not that anyone even knows what that is. I asked Claff about the Images apartments in Kissimmee and he said indeed they are only $99/month for 1 bed, 1 bath but it's a really ghetto area where all the dirty fags live. And the apt complex is pretty run down.
Having taken a moment between thoughts, I noticed the silence which meant that my typing was loud clicking. And as I type this, I do notice for sure that it is loud. And I should be in bed. Since I have to go to the bank before noon tomorrow. (I refuse to call it today.) Then the Unicat show, then set design, then Lord only knows. Maybe I'll go back to school. But probably I'll hang out with Eric and Joe. And watch Lost in Translation and Capturing the Friedmans, both of which I will no doubt have something to blog about afterwards. I look forward to having a lot to say tomorrow night. It's 31°. I decided that from now on, at the beginning of my entries, along with all that other crap up there, I'm even gonna put the temperature. Look forward to that next time. I'm off to Never-Neverland.
Jeff °o°
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Wednesday, February 25, 2004
Date: 2/25/04
Time: 4:41
Eyes: Yahoo! Maps - Ottawa to Orlando
Ears: Idina Menzel
Heart: I think I decided on Orlando
Mind: I'm gonna fail all my classes
Immediate Quote: I think I think too much.
So here I am writing again. I'm actually doing it. I think I've decided. When the play is over, I'm gonna move to Orlando and go to school there and work there. Jed thinks I should move to California and work at Disneyland and maybe some theater there but I just feel like I belong in Orlando.
There is something wrong with the computers here at my school. They just sometimes won't work completely right and I have a feeling this post isn't going to make it to your eyes, faithful reader.
I just stopped typing for a long time. I was looking at apartments and cars and newspapers and talking to friends. Yeah I'm actually getting excited about my decision to move to Florida again. Hopefully Joey will move back there then too. Jed is talking my ear off trying to convince me that CA is better than FL but I don't care. I know that every day in CA I would miss Disney World just like every day here in IL I miss Disney World. I just feel like I need to go back there.
I can't concentrate right now. I don't actually have anything to write about. Except that I'm going to fail all my classes and I wish I could just withdraw from them but then I would be out all that money, but it's not like I'm not out all that money if I just F's anyway.
I just stopped typing again for sucha long time. I just can't concentrate, so I'm done. I'm starving and I lost my check card so I'm without cash or money of any kind. I just can't believe that I can't find it somewhere in my room or car. It's not like I left it somewhere. It was in my pocket and I took those jeans off and went home for the weekend and when I came back to look through my pockets, it wasn't in any of jeans, no where in my whole room, no where in my car... I'm dying without it.
American Idol results for group 3 tonight. I actually called and voted last night for the Amy girl with pink hair. I tried to vote for the last girl but it was busy all night which means she'll be #1 so I figured I'd vote for my girl. I'm off to watch that and starve and also work out which I probably shouldn't do if I don't eat something. Jeez. I can't win. Bye.
Jeff ºoº
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Time: 4:41
Eyes: Yahoo! Maps - Ottawa to Orlando
Ears: Idina Menzel
Heart: I think I decided on Orlando
Mind: I'm gonna fail all my classes
Immediate Quote: I think I think too much.
So here I am writing again. I'm actually doing it. I think I've decided. When the play is over, I'm gonna move to Orlando and go to school there and work there. Jed thinks I should move to California and work at Disneyland and maybe some theater there but I just feel like I belong in Orlando.
There is something wrong with the computers here at my school. They just sometimes won't work completely right and I have a feeling this post isn't going to make it to your eyes, faithful reader.
I just stopped typing for a long time. I was looking at apartments and cars and newspapers and talking to friends. Yeah I'm actually getting excited about my decision to move to Florida again. Hopefully Joey will move back there then too. Jed is talking my ear off trying to convince me that CA is better than FL but I don't care. I know that every day in CA I would miss Disney World just like every day here in IL I miss Disney World. I just feel like I need to go back there.
I can't concentrate right now. I don't actually have anything to write about. Except that I'm going to fail all my classes and I wish I could just withdraw from them but then I would be out all that money, but it's not like I'm not out all that money if I just F's anyway.
I just stopped typing again for sucha long time. I just can't concentrate, so I'm done. I'm starving and I lost my check card so I'm without cash or money of any kind. I just can't believe that I can't find it somewhere in my room or car. It's not like I left it somewhere. It was in my pocket and I took those jeans off and went home for the weekend and when I came back to look through my pockets, it wasn't in any of jeans, no where in my whole room, no where in my car... I'm dying without it.
American Idol results for group 3 tonight. I actually called and voted last night for the Amy girl with pink hair. I tried to vote for the last girl but it was busy all night which means she'll be #1 so I figured I'd vote for my girl. I'm off to watch that and starve and also work out which I probably shouldn't do if I don't eat something. Jeez. I can't win. Bye.
Jeff ºoº
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Monday, February 23, 2004
Date: 2/23/04
Time: 5:24 PM
Eyes: Name meanings website
Ears: Wicked
Heart: Love this music
Mind: I'm gonna fail my classes
Immediate Quote: Who can say if I've been changed for the better, but because I knew you, I have been changed for good.
Okay. I am so bored. So I thought I'd write a little in here. I love Wicked so much. I want to see it and I want Idina to still be in it when I do. There is something wrong with this computer. Tonight is the finale of My Big Fat Obnoxious Finance. I didn't think I'd like that show but I have to see how it all ends.
I'm kinda freakin out cuz I don't think my grades are gonna be good enough for me to do another semester of Disney next sememster. So I'll have to wait I guess. Now I just have to decide what I actually want to do this August. If I want to do another CP semester I'll have to take classes. Maybe I'll go down to Orlando and live there and work there and go to school at Valencia Community College or something. I dunno. Jed wants me to move out to California to work at Disneyland. But I think that would remove me from Disney World. Maybe I'll go out there and try to get a job in a theatre doing some crew work. I dunno. I hate these times in my life when I just don't know exactly what I'm thinking or feeling or expecting or looking forward to or dreading. UGH. Okay I think I'm gonna go home and watch TV til Roni is done with her class. Blah.
Jeff °o°
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Time: 5:24 PM
Eyes: Name meanings website
Ears: Wicked
Heart: Love this music
Mind: I'm gonna fail my classes
Immediate Quote: Who can say if I've been changed for the better, but because I knew you, I have been changed for good.
Okay. I am so bored. So I thought I'd write a little in here. I love Wicked so much. I want to see it and I want Idina to still be in it when I do. There is something wrong with this computer. Tonight is the finale of My Big Fat Obnoxious Finance. I didn't think I'd like that show but I have to see how it all ends.
I'm kinda freakin out cuz I don't think my grades are gonna be good enough for me to do another semester of Disney next sememster. So I'll have to wait I guess. Now I just have to decide what I actually want to do this August. If I want to do another CP semester I'll have to take classes. Maybe I'll go down to Orlando and live there and work there and go to school at Valencia Community College or something. I dunno. Jed wants me to move out to California to work at Disneyland. But I think that would remove me from Disney World. Maybe I'll go out there and try to get a job in a theatre doing some crew work. I dunno. I hate these times in my life when I just don't know exactly what I'm thinking or feeling or expecting or looking forward to or dreading. UGH. Okay I think I'm gonna go home and watch TV til Roni is done with her class. Blah.
Jeff °o°
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Wednesday, February 11, 2004
Date: 2/11/04
Time: 9:54
Eyes: FOX News
Ears: Sports news
Heart: Sad, scared
Mind: Disney, what the fuck?
Immediate Quote: 14 and 7 overall. That's a heck of a team we're lookin' at, folks.
Okay. I have to write. I was let onto Roni and Becca's floor. I don't know where Roni is and Becca is in the shower. Comcast has made an offer to BUY DISNEY! What? If they accept, I just know it will be the beginning of the end. I will die for shizzle. PLUS! 38 year-old Javier Cruz who was being Pluto today in the SaD parade was run over by a float and KILLED! I could just die. Gotta go let Roni and Josh in.
Jeff °o°
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Time: 9:54
Eyes: FOX News
Ears: Sports news
Heart: Sad, scared
Mind: Disney, what the fuck?
Immediate Quote: 14 and 7 overall. That's a heck of a team we're lookin' at, folks.
Okay. I have to write. I was let onto Roni and Becca's floor. I don't know where Roni is and Becca is in the shower. Comcast has made an offer to BUY DISNEY! What? If they accept, I just know it will be the beginning of the end. I will die for shizzle. PLUS! 38 year-old Javier Cruz who was being Pluto today in the SaD parade was run over by a float and KILLED! I could just die. Gotta go let Roni and Josh in.
Jeff °o°
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Date: 2/11/04
Time: 1:13
Eyes: BLOG
Ears: CLICKING OF KEYBOARDS
Heart: PISSED
Mind: MAD
Immediate Quote: COUGH SNIFFLE CLICK
I JUST WROTE SO MUCH ON HERE. LITERALLY 45 MINUTES WORTH. THIS IS THE 4TH TIME THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME. I GUESS I'LL BRING IT DOWN TO THE MAIN POINTS I MADE. DAMNIT
1) I hate Alison for being a Skipper
2) I wish I was at Disney World
3) I can't go to Disney til June
4) I don't have much money because I keep spending it
5) I have to save money in groups
BYE. I'M PISSED.
JEFF °o°
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Time: 1:13
Eyes: BLOG
Ears: CLICKING OF KEYBOARDS
Heart: PISSED
Mind: MAD
Immediate Quote: COUGH SNIFFLE CLICK
I JUST WROTE SO MUCH ON HERE. LITERALLY 45 MINUTES WORTH. THIS IS THE 4TH TIME THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME. I GUESS I'LL BRING IT DOWN TO THE MAIN POINTS I MADE. DAMNIT
1) I hate Alison for being a Skipper
2) I wish I was at Disney World
3) I can't go to Disney til June
4) I don't have much money because I keep spending it
5) I have to save money in groups
BYE. I'M PISSED.
JEFF °o°
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Wednesday, February 04, 2004
Date: 2/4/04
Time: 2:48
Eyes: Disney Cast Portal
Ears: Egon's Unicat
Heart: Anticipating American Idol
Mind: HAVE TO PEE AND EAT!
Immediate Quote: Just click that and see what it says.
Okay. I told you I'd forget about this. I always remember it at home after the computer lab is closed. So I'm here again because I remembered. I don't really wanna stay long cuz I have to pee and get home to eat and watch FOX. So I'll just write that I am re-obsessed with Egon's Unicat. I'm excited about American Idol. I hate this semester. I think I'll go. But seriously I love Egon's Unicat. A LOT. Seriously. But I should go. But if I leave there will be nothing to do. So I'll wait a little more then go home, take a shower, eat, watch Simpsons and stuff then American Idol. I am majorly typing my thoughts today. Well. I'm sorry for the boring post. At least I wrote something. I hope I get a job. Bye.
Jeff °o°
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Time: 2:48
Eyes: Disney Cast Portal
Ears: Egon's Unicat
Heart: Anticipating American Idol
Mind: HAVE TO PEE AND EAT!
Immediate Quote: Just click that and see what it says.
Okay. I told you I'd forget about this. I always remember it at home after the computer lab is closed. So I'm here again because I remembered. I don't really wanna stay long cuz I have to pee and get home to eat and watch FOX. So I'll just write that I am re-obsessed with Egon's Unicat. I'm excited about American Idol. I hate this semester. I think I'll go. But seriously I love Egon's Unicat. A LOT. Seriously. But I should go. But if I leave there will be nothing to do. So I'll wait a little more then go home, take a shower, eat, watch Simpsons and stuff then American Idol. I am majorly typing my thoughts today. Well. I'm sorry for the boring post. At least I wrote something. I hope I get a job. Bye.
Jeff °o°
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